Rain In My Heart by Edgar Lee Masters There is a quiet in my heart Like on who rests from days of pain. Nigel, 49, has been dry for ten years, but the damage he has inflicted on his liver is irreversible. Their addiction affected them not only when they were drunk, but physically as well as mentally, when they were sober too. What is interesting about this documentary is that when Paul Watson went to visit Vandas home and saw that she had relapsed, he admitted that he does develop emotional ties to the subjects that he is filming, but that he has the ability to stand back. For someone to say that Watson exploited the people in the film is to say that he harmed them in some way, which I dont think he did. This for me was an awkward introduction to have with a subject you are going to see go through an emotional and dark period. Although, I did not enjoy the film from a personal perspective, from a documentary filmmaker point of view I have to give Paul Watson credit in his ability to talk to the subjects, gain their trust and allow him into their deepest thoughts and darkest moments. During the documentary, Mark (one of Watsons subjects, aged 29) states that he agreed to do filming for Paul to show people why they should not drink alcohol. An example being Vanda and the way he gets to know her and in the end explores her painful past. Frank Sinatra Lyrics "Rain In My Heart" My eyes are dry, my love, since you've been gone, I haven't shed a tear, I'll never cry, my love, though every day seems like a hundred years, For I'm just a fool who clings to his pride but when I'm alone, I can hear the sound of rain in my heart, of the tears that I hide, I do agree he is explaining in a graphic way the torment of being addicted to alcohol and the consequences that excessive drinking does to ones body. After drinking heavily, people are definitely not in a normal status, which lead to a question that in what situation Paul Watson get the consent from these alcoholics. There were no moments where I thought Paul Watson was exploiting his subjects in the film, I simply viewed him as an observational documentarist that attempted to explain the real horrors of self-harming through the use of alcohol. There were some scenes in which the people he was filming were obviously out of it and not at all in a healthy condition, physically or mentally. The earliest version to survive in the Bible is Mark 's Gospel. Watson himself, also repeats that whilst he is filming them he will not intervene; it is his job purely to observe. Other examples are when he continuing to film Nigels wife as she said goodbye to her dying husband in the hospital and when Vanda told a deep secret about the reason she became an alcoholic. However, although Watson reveals his inner moral debates, it does not stop him using his observational and interview style to get footage and shots that exploit the subjects. The documentary was quite raw as Watson did show his subjects when they were at their most vulnerable, when they had no real control of what they were doing. When watching the film, there various moments where I felt Paul Watson over stepped the mark, and exploited his subjects. Hes film is an observational style and he stand back from the nature, but he needed to concern how he react when he encounter with ethincal problem. In The Cove (2009) we needed to see how they got the cameras where they did, but in this film I felt that Watson should have left his comments for the bonus DVD. This I feel undermines what his role as a filmmaker is as it shows his intentions for the direction of this documentary. The game uses a beautiful and funny graphics engine to make everything look. I also at times found it hard to watch due to the harsh reality of the subjects lives. Critical and disbelieving responses after giving personal information in a safe space, can cause as much pain and loneliness as the original abuse. Watson even edits in clips of himself discussing how he felt when seeing his subjects cross back to alcohol, he states I lost that remoteness that I have as a filmmaker I get emotionally involved with people but I manage to stand back and observe and I get a lot of critism for that. For before the revealing of the alcohol, Watson greets Vanda by pecking her on the mouth and cheek. He never appeared to be controlling or interregative in a dominant sense, he remained calm when interviewing his subjects and took their replies without expresing his personal opinion. It cant be argued that the documentary would have given Watson some amount of attention from viewers for filming subjects in the vulnerable state they were in, its in this sense that the word exploitation would be more appropriate. (2006). Overall, I believe Watson does not exploit his subjects because they knew roughly what they were getting themselves into and because Watson simply observed with the camera the tragic events of the subjects that would gain the empathy of the audience towards the effect of alcoholism. Probably. A stage of construction must have taken place and although the Documentary as a whole seems as real as possible because we take a true insight into the lives of severe alcoholics, Watson has already manipulated his Documentary by constructing the reality before the show had even commenced. Overall, I see both sides of the argument. By making such a real and baring all film, he is raising awareness about the reality of alcoholism and hopefully opening the eyes of alcoholics watching it and even doctors watching it, who can see how to help alcoholics in earlier stages. However, from what I saw in the film, Watson does take advantages on his subjects. Listen to Rain In My Heart on the English music album America by Modern Talking, only on JioSaavn. He does however, tell her that he will ask her when she is sober if she wants to keep that in. It was really uncomfortable scene to me, Paul trully showed the seriousness of alcohalism and it must influence to the audience. During the film one of the subjects Mark says If I am not a advert for not drinking then I dont know what is. It would have shown their time off-screen, sitting in a dressing room, preparing themselves to go on-camera, also chatting and gossiping, then being lined up by the assistant director and going through the magic momentthe transformation into character. He later also mentions that one woman, who had been born in a concentration camp, had a complete breakdown while doing that scene.. It quotes how Vanda told Paul Youre asking me while Im pickled in reference to his questions, as well as youre manipulating me. My eyes are dry, my love, since you've been gone, I haven't shed a tear, I'll never cry, my love, though every day seems like a hundred years, For I'm just a fool who clings to his pride but when I'm alone, I can hear the sound of rain in my heart, of the tears that I hide, And it tears me apart, 'cause I keep them inside, I can't get away from Chapter 1. The consent was given while the participants were fully aware of what they were agreeing to, which makes it difficult to accuse Paul Watson of having really exploited his subjects. Paul Watson does a good job at creating face and gives the appearance of being genuinely interested and sympathetic so in that way it is easier for us to lower our defensive walls and absorb what the documentary is trying to tell us. But I dont think he exploited anyone in his documentary. To judge whether or not Watson exploited the people in his film wed have to know exactly how hes profited from them. When he interviews his subjects when they are drunk, the woman speaks of her monster inside, she used to suffer from sexual abusing by her father. Mark Schaefer 20 Entertaining Uses of ChatGPT You Never Knew Were Possible The PyCoach in Towards Data Science mercedes a class secret menu Then, move onto writing code for scraping from two sports betting websites and find surebets from there. Nervous about designing and ordering your card online? Change). I personally think he dealt with this extremely well. A prime example of exploitation was the most vulnerable and interesting subject-Vanda. As a viewer, it was uncomfortable to watch Watson try and stay professional. However, I dont think you should abuse the power and trust given by the four patients. I feel sympathy towards the subjects because they were, maybe, unsure as to what they had agreed to, and what it involved. But in saying all this we must remember that all the people in the film agreed to be in the documentary. http://www.theguardian.com/culture/tvandradioblog/2006/nov/22/mattersoflifeanddeath. I felt that already Watson was too close to his subjects to represent them how he originally intended to. Sometimes grief feels very isolating. (2006). Thus exploiting their vulnerability to further push their weakness and end up with footage that will strike the audiences attention and maybe even get better ratings. This allowed the subjects to be themselves around him as Mark said that he didnt hide his bottle of wine from Watson and the camera because this is what the film is all about. After filming Vanda revealing what the monsters in her head were, she states Im a little bit pickled (drunk), to which Paul Watson says Im taking advantage of you. Raining in My Heart Lyrics The sun is out The sky is blue There's not a cloud To spoil the view But it's raining Raining In My Heart The Weather Man Says "Clear today" He doesn't know You've. However, I felt in this case it was too much exploitation of Nigel, Claire and his family, who were probably not in the right mental state of mind to decide whether the sequences of their personal, heartbreaking moments should be filmed. However, we can all agree that sometimes happiness is simply taking a walk or dancing in the rain. If she was lying she wouldnt tell him would she? I felt as if he cared for her wellbeing. Print this design in the 3.5 x 5" size. Watson observes the subjects but chooses not to intervene but to simply probe the subjects including their families. Louis Theroux reveals his favourite documentaries, all available on BBC iPlayer. It is obvious that this documentary was extremely influential to those who have seen it, I have attached a link below of a Facebook page a viewer has made (who obviously has personal issues and experience with alcoholism). About 20 different medications are washed down with pints of vodka and cordial. Whats offensive? This specific example also leads me to point out how, by digging deep into these miserable cases, the audience would get a clear idea of WHO alcoholics really are and HOW they got involved with alcoholism. In many instances Watson reflects on his project and notes the issues he is creating by making this documentary; however it does not effect his ability to complete the film. Yes it is a devastating subject matter and yes the emotions that should arise in audiences should be just as devastating. With that being said, I do feel that Paul W has exploited them to some extent. It shows the situation without making of adjustments. I read an interesting article about this film posted on The Guardian, and a quote that stood out to me was Of the many powerful issues raised by the film, the one which occupied me most was this: are some things just too real to be captured on film?. Registered User. However, I do not think that Watson intentionally tried to exploit his subjects. I feel it is hard to say if Watson exploited his subjects, because I dont know whatever deal they probably made behind the screen. For example, when Vandas temper reaches a certain point and she slams the phone down repetitively, wanting to break it and smash it pieces. We as a audience get to see his family grieving him when he dies and more importantly we see his wife looking after him when he is in his worst state and also coping with his departure. Boozenight is on Thursday, 13 December, at 10.30pm on BBC TWO. Rain In My Heart is an extremely educational film to watch. To illustrate, each of the documentary objects have had their own monsters in their heads, to my mind, they are in a sense weak or have a big weakness- alcohol, therefore Pauls use of characters (Vandas) confession about her monsters or at the same time the reasons why she might be came to drinking helps not only the filmmaker but us in getting closer to this unfamiliar woman and her story. On the one hand, Paul Watson did get these peoples consent to be filmed. All Watsons subjects agreed to being filmed whilst they were drunk before the filming commenced, and so the question is not should Watson have kept filming?, but rather should Watson have included that part of the footage?. Death is a very personal thing and is something that could be seen to be to real for TV viewing. Overall, I believe that it is good to make the public known about situations like these, especially when it can have an impact on your image of alcohol. I found a video called, Revisiting Rain in My Heart, in which Paul Watson revisits the surviving subjects from the film. One particular scene is the funeral of Nigel, a man who lost his life due to the addiction. A prime example of this in the documentary was when Vanda (under the influence of alcohol) decided to share her demons and reasons for her addiction. On the other hand, he showed the subjects at their worst, but almost continuously. He'd been self-harming repeatedly and been in and out of a psychiatric ward. This is getting a lot more personal. This is also made clear later in the film when he spends some time filming at one of the female patients, Vandas house. Throughout the documentary there are cut ins of Watson discussing ethical implications during the filming process. The film probably brought him a lot of attention (both positive and negative), which means hes profited from filming his subjects problems. Watsons interference with the subject is, for the most part, kept to a minimum, although the interviews and conversations he has with the subjects comes across as interrogative at times. Rather, this extreme showing of suffering is an eduction, to open the spectators eyes to this disease and its effects. I immediately recognised the castle in the establishing shot in the opening sequence and was taken aback that this documentary was made literally where I have grown up and gone to school. Four alcoholics in and out of hospital over a two month period, reality at its most real. The issue raised here was that Vanda previously refused to tell Watson about her childhood, so only let it out when she was drunk, which one could argue is unethical as she is under the influence of alcohol so she is probably saying things she doesnt want to say. As an audience member I am conflicted as to how satisfied I am with how Watson deals with accusations about him exploiting the audience. So all these people dont mind being shown in their most vulnerable state on national TV and even Watson at times ask the subjects if they would like him to turn the camera off. A prediction such as this can alter the way she behaves and this documentary is no longer just an observation of her progress. Play online or download to listen offline free - in HD audio, only on JioSaavn. One example from the documentary which I felt that could have made some people to view as Watson exploiting his subjects would be when one of his subject revealed (when she was highly intoxicated) that she had been sexually abused by her father. Thats exactly what I think about the film: it is extreme and crude in some scenes but this cannot be translated as exploitation but as accurate and careful explanation and evidence of a serious phenomenon such as alcoholism. The edit involves numerous repeats of dialogue from the patients, which is played at random and juxtaposing episodes, some even without the visuals which make it seem part of the dialogue (for example, when Vanda slams the phone down in anger). Tonis most exploitative scene, as I believe, is when she is shown unconscious a few days before her death. It is also true that sometimes the person who was interviewed didnt feel very comfortable about what he or she was saying and probably wasnt aware at all of what it was being said. On the positive side of the argument I agree that Watson, through the cut away shots he includes throughout the film, allows himself to be more personal with the audience. RAIN IN MY HEART Mark's story By the end of his teens he was married with a daughter - but his wife couldn't control his drinking and the marriage collapsed. In my opinion, this exploited them as the repetition was giving them a personality that they do not possess and is therefore, a form of misrepresentation. I think that Rain in my Heart was a very interesting documentary to watch and posed many questions about the ethics of documentary filmmaking. Stream "I've Got Rain In My Heart" by The Fresh Experience on desktop and mobile. He made it clear through out the film that he was never sure whether he should be filming his subjects or whether he should, at some points, be turning the camera off. The decision to include this part of Vandas drunk dialogue is one that is certainly questionable, especially since we are not given evidence as to whether or not she did consent to the inclusion once sober. Vanda, 43, has been drinking since the age of 12. However, what I think strongly outweighs this are the positive effects of the film in terms of education. Alcohol is used as a coping mechanism, to which Watson openly investigated in particular with Vanda. The attempts to deal with these accusations are unsatisfactory as the unethical conduct exhibited in this film were necessary for the desired effect. For I'm just a fool Who clings to his pride But when I'm alone I can hear The sound of rain In my heart Of the tears that I hide And it tears me apart 'Cause I keep them inside I can't get away From the sound of the rain In my heart How could I know, my love I was a toy Only a game to you? The latest Arizona headlines, breaking news, in-depth investigations, politics, and local community stories that matter to you. SACRAMENTO, Calif. More rain and snow swept through Northern California on Monday, a day after a historic downpour set records and led to dangerous situations on roadways, street flooding,. Here I refer to when he would talk to the viewer/camera about how he felt at certain points of the film it drew away from the importance of what he should have really been filming and instead became self indulgent within the context. It is hard to watch, but becomes even more uncomfortable when Watson interjects right in the middle of someone elses story, such as Mark, to remind the audience of the monsters. It is a difficult film to watch because of the subject matter it deals with. Check out our rain in my heart selection for the very best in unique or custom, handmade pieces from our shops. Critics also believe that the tragic scene of when Nigel dies in front of the camera is too much to be shown to the public eye and that he took full advantage of the emotional situation for his own benefit. Alluding to the culture of exploitning woman, as well as Spielbergs film being a commercial (and one which ends with a very colourful, affirming ending) intent makes it a machine absording actresses and horrors for the output of satisfying drama. Im thinking of the massacre set to Bach, of the march over the horizon to Israel, and of the justly infamous shower scene. Also, I think he had a desire to understand his characters and the reasons of being whothey are. Whats exploitation? She was healing. Watson creates this feeling in his editing, which makes his points and connections better but is never pleasant as an aesthetic experience. He leads the interviewees go into their deep heart and gradually express their ideas. Because the participants in the film are always in a very fragile state because of their problems, it makes the audience question can they actually give valid consent? (steering away from the public filming location of the hospital) and can we film them in such a vulnerable and dazed state? The way sounds from different moments would melt into each other reminded me of the background cacaphony of hospitals, with distant melodies of monisters, doctors and patients fusing. However, Watsons humanity and compassion shines through. RAIN IN MY HEART. However, there is a clear relationship change when we see Watson come to Vandas house for the first time and through his camera both Watson and we, as the audience spectate that she is noticeably drunk and has brought herself another bottle of vodka. The seriousness of the topic in the documentary is emphasised through the filmmakers intimacy and relationship with the subjects. Since 2016 we have been able to harvest 15 Bucks over the magical 200 inch mark, many eclipsing 215 inches and two bucks over 245 inches. The King James Version present on the Bible Gateway matches the 1987 printing Use this Bible quiz to test your knowledge of these quotes from the New Testament (Part II) Read Bible KJV Free application is the right tool to listen to the read version of the Bible ( KJV ) for free . This was mostly due to the fact that obviously he was filming people with huge vulnerability in their lives, therefore he was careful not to portray the situation as taking advantage of. It affected me emotionally and made me understand what an alcoholics reasons might be for drinking, and sometimes it might not just be that they want a drink. I can understand how to other viewers, this film may be seen as a breach to ethics within filmmaking, with how Watson gets so close with his vulnerable subjects, however, I feel that Watsons approach is what makes this film such a powerful observation. Anyway, audiences (including us) will always question whether a subject who is having their whole life pried open for viewing could be a victim of exploitation. Also, i think observation style makes audience to get more shock by the scene without explanation. So with saying that, I was satisfied with the way that Watson handled his participants. However, as an observational filmmaker, Watson has a certain obligation to the truth. Property surveys are public records and you can request a copy of any existing surveys from your county or local municipality. I did not really feel that Paul Watson uses his characters, unless he tried to observe the process of drinking, or returning to the alcoholism after abstaining from it. The subject is not exploited as she has consented Watson to film her in her most tragic state and all of this psychological revealing is not only for Watsons own good but for the audience as they are being warned off the overuse of alcohol. However, this scene does give greatest insight in to why Vanda is an alcoholic, and given the nature of the documentary, this is a critical point that must be conveyed to the viewer to give most depth to the understanding of alcoholism. The subjects had all agreed to be filmed but the thought of switching the camera off and helping must have been fairly strong. It is complicated to say if Paul Watsons techniques were successful in the making of the film, as there are arguments from both sides. Although, there are several moments when this filmmaker and subject relationship is close to breach, he retains his role of confidentiality and recognizes that the subject may not be too sober to make such ethical decisions of what they would like in the final cut or not. If we are to look at films that exploit horrors/suffering then we must idenfity the certain aesthetics and language that are used to do this. If there was any moment in the film where you could perceive Watson as exploiting them it would be when he interviews and observes them whilst or after theyve been drinking heavily, of course Watson cannot control what comes out of their mouth, he does have control over what to show to the audience, however showing these moments to the audience ensures that Watson has observed in full, the effects of alcohol and his points of its destructiveness comes across. The subjects and the families were happy to be filmed and it was unlikely that the film was going to bring more harm than good it was important that he looked at the whole picture and the awareness he could spread with such a film. Overall, I do not feel that Paul Watson has exploited the subjects in his film. The subject was in a particularly vulnerable state and he took advantage of that and filmed her confession. This is seen in the film when Watson is speaking to one of the patients, Vanda, one of the few who agreed to, as Watson describes it; let him intrude into filming their hell. Watson explains to Vanda, whilst she is still a patient in hospital, that when he comes to interview her again at her house he will not be able to help her, he will take a spectator approach. Check out our rain in my heart selection for the very best in unique or custom, handmade pieces from our shops. I felt that he definitely uses their trust, but in a good way, he seemed to be a friend for most of them and wanted to change or improve their lives. At one point it says: This type of documentary is not the best way to explain or explore alcoholisms origins. I realised after I posted this! Twenty-nine-year-old Mark consumes two bottles of vodka per day. From a documentarians point of view, Watson did a remarkable job of exploring the brutality of a taboo subject, but from a moral standpoint, the filmmaker may not have been exploitative in his actions but he was definitely extreme. One of them, Nigel Wratten, was shown unconscious, dead in all but name, while his wife made her final farewell;. Most Popular Now | 56,514 people are reading stories on the site right now. Read about our approach to external linking. 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